from the heart of Muaz Danuarta

okay.. finally i could log in! been trying to do so for the past 15 mins.. thanks Ding.. anyway.. i never get spill what you guys have done.. being in Asli is a great deal for me... you might not believe me, but i do.. i do want to be here for self-esteem... i have been looked down and be the gossips of my own family... this is where i can show them that i can do what i want to do..

mixing in a group has never actually been an easy job for me.. which is why, i tend to act the way i don't normally do... hence offending quite a number of you guys when we first met.. i apologise big time for that.. i thought maybe it was a mean to show that i'm strong.. to impress you people... so that you guys wont look down on me like my family has done.. but it backfired.. i did the wrong thing.. and i'm sorry... i really really am..

alright.. enough of me.. here's what i want to express to you guys... (i apologise to those i left out.. there'll be a continuation of this.. i promise..)

Ravie - (yes people, i just hafta write about him first...)... you've been there for me quite a lot of times.. you mean a lot to me.. you saved me.. you give me strength.. you guide me.. you've seen my laughters.. you've seen me cry.. you illuminate my path of life.. giving me the reason to wake up every single morning.. you're my angel...

Nurul - You were the person i just couldnt be bothered to know last time.. and i regret that honey.. i really do... i should have introduced myself earlier.. you're a wonderful person.. an amazing dancer.. your sweetness conquers the world honey...

Keejah - Working with you last time was a great experience.. i dont think i could do what i did if i were partnered with somebody else for that presentation.. you're full of energy.. and beyond that.. you're one of the nicest person i met.. i'm glad to have known you.. and i'm happy for the fact that you're our leading lady!! yay..

Diana - ding ding dong... what you said last time to me after that anger management session of yours mean a lot to me... thanks for the acceptance.. thanks for wanting to see what lies beyond this flamboyant bitchy face of mine.. you're great.. love you..

Ajim - Jim... ma nigga`.. me being vain is an understatement in compared to you man.. seriously... i thought i was vain... but you... whoa daym~.. you know dude.. i thought you were the type of person, who wouldnt even wanna talk to me.. somebody who would have the tendency to discriminate.. but i was wrong.. totally wrong.. you're a great guy.. you are..

Feez - (yea i just hafta write about feez RIGHT AFTER talking about Ajim.. huhu) Feez babay~
what a voice.. what talent..~ and what i love about you is that you shine like the light from the sun.. you cheer up the milleu babe.. seriously..

Andie - Andie man.. you know what i feel about you.. and i mean what i said.. thanks dude.. for looking deep into me... means a whole lot to me..

Darman - Darman... i use to friggin' loathe you with every fiber of my being.. every breath that i take.. every carbon dioxide that i exhaled.. and every single beat of my heart.. but all that have changed a whole 180 degrees now that i really know you... you're amazing darman.. your presentation.. you only prepared that for like a few mins.. but it was THE BOMB! i was so in love with it... i respect you dude.. banar~

Adi Rani - yeah i accept your apology man.. it's just a minor thing.. i've only got the chance to really work with you once.. and that was for that humongously crap Bangsawan theatre.. that was hilarious.. you're a huge talent.. I LOVE YOUR VOICE.. and the energy that you bring to the set.. please.. dude.. dont leave us.. rethink things alright..

NJ - dude.. i do not look like your ex.. hahah.. i envy you man.. you've got almost all that i want.. you've the amazing art skills, your height, your looks, the fact that girls drool over you, that voice you got.. you're lucky to have those assets man...

Wendy - WEN!!! I LOVE YOU!! a crazily amazing dancer.. i WISH i can dance like you.. seriously... and that heart you've got.. is the size of two hearts put together...

Saiful - i dont know much about you.. but i want to.. honestly.. and i really really respect your attempts..


alright.. at this point i dont know who i've missed.. but as i said.. there'll be a continuation.. i love all you guys... all of you mean a lot to me... *hugs* :')